I’m working on a particularly heart-wrenching scene at the moment. It’s an argument between two people who are coming to the end of their relationship, and even though neither of them wants to admit out loud it’s the end, they know. This is a tough one for me to write because this particular moment – and the dialogue – is semi-autobiographical. The scene is thick with stinging discomfort and deep-rooted memories of a time I’d rather not stir up in my memory banks. But…I’m a writer! If I have to dig up some raw emotions in order to communicate my story, so be it.
As always, I’ve got my music blasting in order to keep my sanity in check and my depression at bay. Nothing like a little Journey to pull you out of a hole. : ) When all is said and done, if even just one reader says they got something out of it, this will all be worth it.
Hope you are having a peaceful week! Love!
Currently listening to:
Lucina Williams “Changed the Locks”
My Chemical Romance “I Don’t Love You”
Miley Cyrus “Adore You”
Journey “Send Her My Love”
Velvet Revolver “Fall to Pieces”
In the process of my writing over the past few years, I have discovered more and more how much I really, really love developing my characters. Whether I mention it in my work or not, I create a background story for each of them – examine their childhood, where they came from, what makes them tick. This is the BEST part of writing for me. I enjoy this part of the process so much!
I have found that I love it so much, that I often create additional characters, ones that I am not currently needing, and keep them saves in files on my laptop. These “extras” often have long, intricate back stories loaded with personality flaws, fears, goals, and whatever else they need to make them interesting and to keep me satisfied. I probably have way more characters than one author will ever need in a lifetime! Ironically enough, I have yet to use any of these extra characters in any of my current works, most likely because I just keep coming up with new ones (sometimes one or two a week) for the work I am focused on at the moment.
I finally put up Chapter 26 for Canaan’s Promise, and am halfway through 27 at the moment. Things are about to take a crazy turn soon with Riley – stay tuned! I am editing my novel still…this is neverending, but I nevertheless am hoping for a December 2017 release date. The title has definitely changed, but I am not 100% ready to release that as of yet. When we get a little closer I will post the cover pic here. I also have some “just for fun” things I am writing – another Wattpad story which will be up in a month or two (going to try and post all of it at once, or at least half, instead of chapter y chapter), and some fanfiction – my guilty pleasure- which I write in my “down time” to keep me on my toes.
Hope you all are having a wonderful weekend! Happy Mother’s Day to all of the amazing mommies out there! ❤
Currently Listening To:
Kid Cudi “Pursuit of Happiness”
Bruce Springsteen “Tougher Than the Rest”
Chris Stapleton “Tennessee Whiskey”