…my favorite “F” word!
Happy Weekend, everyone. Hope you all had a great week!
I am relaxing in my favorite chair, listening to some tunes and jotting down some notes for the novel. Looking forward to being outside this weekend in the fresh air (the weatherman is calling for a lot less humidity for a change!) and getting some much-needed yard work done.
Since I am feeling better, and the weather is going to be nicer, I decided that it was a good time to work out back a bit while I have the energy. Maybe when I am done I’ll even take the laptop outside and get a few chapters done, who knows!
I hope you all enjoy your weekend. Do what makes you happy!
Peace and love!
Currently listening to:
Jason Aldean Fly Over States
Tom Petty with Stevie Nicks Insider
The Rolling Stones Happy
I’m working on a particularly heart-wrenching scene at the moment. It’s an argument between two people who are coming to the end of their relationship, and even though neither of them wants to admit out loud it’s the end, they know. This is a tough one for me to write because this particular moment – and the dialogue – is semi-autobiographical. The scene is thick with stinging discomfort and deep-rooted memories of a time I’d rather not stir up in my memory banks. But…I’m a writer! If I have to dig up some raw emotions in order to communicate my story, so be it.
As always, I’ve got my music blasting in order to keep my sanity in check and my depression at bay. Nothing like a little Journey to pull you out of a hole. : ) When all is said and done, if even just one reader says they got something out of it, this will all be worth it.
Hope you are having a peaceful week! Love!
Currently listening to:
Lucina Williams “Changed the Locks”
My Chemical Romance “I Don’t Love You”
Miley Cyrus “Adore You”
Journey “Send Her My Love”
Velvet Revolver “Fall to Pieces”
In the process of my writing over the past few years, I have discovered more and more how much I really, really love developing my characters. Whether I mention it in my work or not, I create a background story for each of them – examine their childhood, where they came from, what makes them tick. This is the BEST part of writing for me. I enjoy this part of the process so much!
I have found that I love it so much, that I often create additional characters, ones that I am not currently needing, and keep them saves in files on my laptop. These “extras” often have long, intricate back stories loaded with personality flaws, fears, goals, and whatever else they need to make them interesting and to keep me satisfied. I probably have way more characters than one author will ever need in a lifetime! Ironically enough, I have yet to use any of these extra characters in any of my current works, most likely because I just keep coming up with new ones (sometimes one or two a week) for the work I am focused on at the moment.
I finally put up Chapter 26 for Canaan’s Promise, and am halfway through 27 at the moment. Things are about to take a crazy turn soon with Riley – stay tuned! I am editing my novel still…this is neverending, but I nevertheless am hoping for a December 2017 release date. The title has definitely changed, but I am not 100% ready to release that as of yet. When we get a little closer I will post the cover pic here. I also have some “just for fun” things I am writing – another Wattpad story which will be up in a month or two (going to try and post all of it at once, or at least half, instead of chapter y chapter), and some fanfiction – my guilty pleasure- which I write in my “down time” to keep me on my toes.
Hope you all are having a wonderful weekend! Happy Mother’s Day to all of the amazing mommies out there! ❤
Currently Listening To:
Kid Cudi “Pursuit of Happiness”
Bruce Springsteen “Tougher Than the Rest”
Chris Stapleton “Tennessee Whiskey”
Things that fascinate me (in no particular order)…
- Dolphins. So smart. So beautiful. When you look into their eyes, it’s like they hold the key to the universe.
- Sitting on the beach and looking out over the seemingly endless ocean. I know that land begins eventually, but the expanse of the ocean blows my mind.
- The capability of one single person to either ruin or enlighten your day. It’s so damn easy.
- Motorcycle gangs and the whole outlaw culture that goes with it. I just saw a special with George Christie of Hells Angels and it was fascinating. They’ve created their own biker society.
- The ability some people have to know what makes a person tick. I have a friend who is so good at reading people. She can either vouch for their sincerity or call bullshit on them within 5 minutes of meeting them, and she is always 100% correct in the end. I wish I had that gift.
- Patience, and anyone who carries it. Something I am severely lacking in.
- Good conversationalists. They are far and few between these days. Most people just like to hear themselves talk…they don’t care what the other person is saying.
- The innocence of young children.
- Those who can put their faith in a higher being and be absolutely sure about it.
- The stars in the night sky. I try to stop every night and look at them. I’m in awe whenever I do.
Currently Listening To… Sonder “Too Fast”
I am working on the novel today. So many new ideas! The creative part of my brain is moving faster than I can type.
In the meantime, these are just a few of the songs on my playlist today as I try to figure this all out. Enjoy your Saturday!
Currently Listening To:
ZZ Ward “Last Love Song” “All these notes and all these words are all that’s left in me. Bend these pages, count my woes. One last song to set me free.”
Steve Moakler “Suitcase” “Everybody wants to chase the rainbow and find a pot of gold, hoping for a suitcase full of money, but all I want is you, honey.”
Tom Petty and the Heartbreakers “Walls” “Some things are over. Some things go on. Part of me you carry. Part of me is gone.”
Everclear “Learning How To Smile” “Yes I know there ain’t no finish line. I know this never ends but I’m just learning how to fall and climb back up again.”
Jason Aldean “Night Train” “Got a moon and a billion stars, sound of steel and old boxcars. The thought of you is driving me insane…”
“If you think that I could be forgiven, I wish you would…” – Counting Crows
Confessions: I have only written half of Chapter 25 of Canaan’s Promise. I am still editing the novel I have been working on for the past three years (which is currently being called “Finally”, but I have a feeling that may change soon). And…as if I did not have enough on my writing to-do list, I am now playing around with an idea for a new short story, which may or may not be published on Wattpad, depending on how things go.
So I apologize for not blogging more often, and for not updating Canaan’s Promise in a more timely fashion. The new idea came to me out of the blue, and it’s not like anything I have ever written about in the past, so it has my full attention at the moment. My new writing endeavor is something akin to that really cute, cool older boy in high school who you think is way out of your league, but then he winks at you in the hallway one day and leaves you thinking, “Well, maybe…”.
I have no business putting my time and energy into any new projects, given my busy work schedule and the two projects I have already committed myself to. However, the ideas swimming through my brain are too persuasive to ignore. The only issues I have with the new project (Notice how I am already referring to it as a “project”.) is that a good part of the story is autobiographical, which for me is extremely difficult to write honestly about. I need to be honest because it’s a better narrative than anything I can make up in my head. But parts of it are painful and somewhat embarrassing to revisit – and to see it in print – so I find myself changing small scenes here and there. Ultimately, though, what I keep coming back to is that the truth is so much more powerful than anything I could create.
I have been keeping up with the recent activity on Canaan’s Promise, though, and I do appreciate your wonderful comments and votes! For everyone who has been reading and responding, and adding the story to their lists, please know I SO appreciate your time and I will be updating very soon! You guys are the best!
Currently Listening To:
“A Long December” – Counting Crows
Last 5 songs on shuffle…
Ray Lamontagne “Shelter” “Has anybody ever made such a fool out of you?”
Ryan Adams “Come Pick Me Up” “I wish you’d make up my bed so I could make up my mind.”
Holly Williams “The Highway” “I am wishing for the life that I used to live, giving everything that I had to give.”
Sam Hunt “Make You Miss Me” (Acoustic Version) “I ain’t gonna be that easy to leave.”
Chris Stapleton “Fire Away” “Your love might be my damnation, but I’ll cry to my grave.”