I have been MIA here. Fighting off a terrible cold/virus thingy that just doesn’t want to leave my body. I’ll feel like I am at death’s door for a few days, then back to “normal” for one or two days, then back to sick again. The doctor says “Just give yourself time to rest”. But I have a house, a family, a job, and my writing to tend to! How does one rest for any indefinite amount of time?
But today was a good day. Sat outside in the sun for a few hours and relaxed. Even took a nap. Trying to keep myself rested this weekend because I have a busy week ahead starting Monday.
Hopefully, I can post some thoughts later on in the week!
Peave and love!
I’m working on a particularly heart-wrenching scene at the moment. It’s an argument between two people who are coming to the end of their relationship, and even though neither of them wants to admit out loud it’s the end, they know. This is a tough one for me to write because this particular moment – and the dialogue – is semi-autobiographical. The scene is thick with stinging discomfort and deep-rooted memories of a time I’d rather not stir up in my memory banks. But…I’m a writer! If I have to dig up some raw emotions in order to communicate my story, so be it.
As always, I’ve got my music blasting in order to keep my sanity in check and my depression at bay. Nothing like a little Journey to pull you out of a hole. : ) When all is said and done, if even just one reader says they got something out of it, this will all be worth it.
Hope you are having a peaceful week! Love!
Currently listening to:
Lucina Williams “Changed the Locks”
My Chemical Romance “I Don’t Love You”
Miley Cyrus “Adore You”
Journey “Send Her My Love”
Velvet Revolver “Fall to Pieces”
In the process of my writing over the past few years, I have discovered more and more how much I really, really love developing my characters. Whether I mention it in my work or not, I create a background story for each of them – examine their childhood, where they came from, what makes them tick. This is the BEST part of writing for me. I enjoy this part of the process so much!
I have found that I love it so much, that I often create additional characters, ones that I am not currently needing, and keep them saves in files on my laptop. These “extras” often have long, intricate back stories loaded with personality flaws, fears, goals, and whatever else they need to make them interesting and to keep me satisfied. I probably have way more characters than one author will ever need in a lifetime! Ironically enough, I have yet to use any of these extra characters in any of my current works, most likely because I just keep coming up with new ones (sometimes one or two a week) for the work I am focused on at the moment.
I finally put up Chapter 26 for Canaan’s Promise, and am halfway through 27 at the moment. Things are about to take a crazy turn soon with Riley – stay tuned! I am editing my novel still…this is neverending, but I nevertheless am hoping for a December 2017 release date. The title has definitely changed, but I am not 100% ready to release that as of yet. When we get a little closer I will post the cover pic here. I also have some “just for fun” things I am writing – another Wattpad story which will be up in a month or two (going to try and post all of it at once, or at least half, instead of chapter y chapter), and some fanfiction – my guilty pleasure- which I write in my “down time” to keep me on my toes.
Hope you all are having a wonderful weekend! Happy Mother’s Day to all of the amazing mommies out there! ❤
Currently Listening To:
Kid Cudi “Pursuit of Happiness”
Bruce Springsteen “Tougher Than the Rest”
Chris Stapleton “Tennessee Whiskey”
I was dealing with some family stuff and then I came down with a stomach virus that knocked me out for almost a week. It never seems to end! So my writing had been put on hold for a little while until I could get back on my feet. However, I have almost completed the latest chapter of “Canaan’s Promise” and will be posting it to Wattpad by the end of the week, barring any major catastrophes which always seem to come my way lately.
I don’t like not writing (is that even a correct sentence?). It makes me cranky!
Thanks for hanging in! Hope you all have a beautiful week! Peace!
Currently listening to… Sonder – “Too Fast”
Things that fascinate me (in no particular order)…
- Dolphins. So smart. So beautiful. When you look into their eyes, it’s like they hold the key to the universe.
- Sitting on the beach and looking out over the seemingly endless ocean. I know that land begins eventually, but the expanse of the ocean blows my mind.
- The capability of one single person to either ruin or enlighten your day. It’s so damn easy.
- Motorcycle gangs and the whole outlaw culture that goes with it. I just saw a special with George Christie of Hells Angels and it was fascinating. They’ve created their own biker society.
- The ability some people have to know what makes a person tick. I have a friend who is so good at reading people. She can either vouch for their sincerity or call bullshit on them within 5 minutes of meeting them, and she is always 100% correct in the end. I wish I had that gift.
- Patience, and anyone who carries it. Something I am severely lacking in.
- Good conversationalists. They are far and few between these days. Most people just like to hear themselves talk…they don’t care what the other person is saying.
- The innocence of young children.
- Those who can put their faith in a higher being and be absolutely sure about it.
- The stars in the night sky. I try to stop every night and look at them. I’m in awe whenever I do.
Currently Listening To… Sonder “Too Fast”
I have been an envious little bitch these past few days. There. I said it. It’s true!
How do people find time to write? I am really at a loss, especially lately. Between work and my family and the million other “responsibilities” I have, there has been ZERO time for writing.
And it’s beginning to drag me down.
When I don’t have time to create, I get depressed. I get moody and anxious. I get pissed off and bitch, even. I need that outlet. I crave it. And when I don’t have time to do it, well…let’s just say I am not a nice person.
I think I have to take drastic measures. This weekend, that’s it – I am putting my foot down. No favors for anyone. I am not stopping by to bring in your mail, water your flowers or feed your cat. I can’t show you how to set up your Twitter account or meet your new boyfriend.
I won’t be answering my phone this weekend, so don’t even bother.
I’ll be busy writing.
Hairy dog sitting at my feet?
Check, check, check.
What more could I need, you ask? My answer will always be – just a few great songs blasting from my speakers to get my creative juices flowing on this beautiful Saturday morning…
Blink 182 “Down” Tidal waves they rip right through me. Tears from eyes worn cold and sad. Pick me up now, I need you so bad.
INXS “The One Thing” You’ve got a dozen men behind you, you’ve got dead flowers on the floor. You’re too pretty in the daylight, it keeps them coming back for more.
Bruce Springsteen “Soul Driver” If the angels are unkind or the season is dark or
if in the end love just falls apart, then here’s to our destruction…
Stevie Nicks “Has Anyone Ever Written Anything For You” You know I’d rather be alone than be without you.